L I F E.. nice one.

a happy person..

i want to spread my joy.. i want ppl ard me to be happy too.. know that you will be perfect to someone in your life.. if not.. you are to yourself..

do wat makes u happy.. we are not cat, we only have one life to live.. so make full use.. explore n have fun! don be too hard on yourself.. money is not status.. money is man create tools for exchange of goods.. your life doesn't worth a cent.. cos it cannot be compared. you are more then jux money..

be true to yourself.. be happy.. n be loved..

a beautiful face captures the eyes.. but a beautiful soul captures the heart..

I NEED TO SORT MYSELF OUT .. .. . !!

t r u s t

trust had rusted in me.. i donno wat is wrong with me. i jux don seems to trust anymore. n the problem gets worse when i fallen deeper into any relationship.. frds, lover n even family.. i read thru articles of how i can learn to trust again.. well, the steps sounds logical to me. but somehow.. it doesn't work.

wat should i do god?! give me trust!! again!! i use to love n trust ppl ard me.. but wat happen now? why? why like tat?!! i really don like myself being like tis.. but yet i can't control.. i can't control. ... =..(

i need someone strong enough to go thru this with me.. i find no one.. but me.

does tat make me not trust anyone?

GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOD!!

6 mths since i last blog..

have not been talking to myself as often.. life is still da same. found a job. a job i wanted to do.. i'm doing wat i like.. a regional role.. accounting managing role. but donno why. i am not happy. =( life is too short to be sad.. but yet at times, we can't control. reality is money is king. if i have got the money, yes i will follow my dream and travel as much as i can.. cant nag too much.. need to work tmr. n damn its 1am, wanted to sleep ard 11pm.. yawns~ i'm tired but i am enjoying my alone time n relax.. watching tv and talking to myself. but now.. i have to sleep else i will get sack! -.- life rox!! if i can do it my way.. . .

lost

some point in life.. u need to sit n think of wat you really want to do n can do.. i was looking back at my post in jan and suddenly its sept already.. have i followed my dreams? nope, i did not. far from it.. maybe it will nv happen..

but with that.. i still love the life i'm living now.. nothing bad nor anything fascinating.. jus simple. haiz..

i'm not feeling down or sad or giving up or watever.. juz wanna find something out of me... u noe wat i mean?

25.. not old yet not young. -.-

HOW"S YOUR DAY? (DAY 2)

manage to get myself out of the hse but the temperature was freaking 36degree!!! so hot! when to sch n got my cert.. finally!! am glad that this is done! like all the paying n dragging myself to sch after work, i got it~ with Honours. happy~ worth it. bought dinner home, cant wait for him cos i'm damn hungry~ so chicken noodle n apple-orange juice for dinner. so darling reach my hse ard 7plus then go eat katong laksa with him, got myself a bowl too.. keke~ "suppose" to be a gaming nite with ben's frds n mt, but well, they are not in town.. so L4D with my love till like 1plus.. drag him home cos tmr got to work.. actually, i drag him to feifei wan tan mee.. supper! then home.. then sleep.. then wake up.. then i am writing tis.. for yesterday.. =)

wat's inside?!

in Irish..


in English~

WHAT"S YOUR GOAL NOW?

earn enough money to get a home, cos i don want to leave with my parents anymore..

HOW'S YOUR DAY?

lazy~ wanted to collect my parchment by couldn't cos i overslept. wanted to walk walk ard after going to sch but didnt.. so stay at home the whole afternoon until evening, drag myself to the bathroom, kind of excited to go game but didnt again.. cos i'm lazy, don want him to worry abt his gf alone in the LAN "pub" so.. after bathe when downstairs n bought dinner for myself. watched american next top model n the shot then some animal funniest moment, already 1245am, called him.. couldnt get him.. worried, abit pissed.. watch more TV then called him again.. got him. he's fine. so well.. tat's my day. love him, hate myself for being lazy.. need to do sth more then tat..

p.s: People should not be judge by their age, sex, race or nationality BUT their personality. -KY

music is a MUST in life~

one artist that i nv get bored of listening to will be no one but JM!! anyone that uses their heart to do anything can be felt~ as least to me, and JM is one singer that i can feel his love towards wat he's doing and know wat he's doing.. truly him, truly great music..

most of his songs are kinda emotional, but i love.. listening to his music brings me back.. as in, not losing myself after anything that has happen.. if u get wat i mean~ lolx.

enjoy tis~

i'm going to write again~

been a long time since i write.. many a times i wanted to, but there's just too much tots in my head tat its kinda hard to write it down in words..

anw, life has been great, things have not change much. still the same old me, enjoying life, loving the same man more each day and still having tat notti dog kuro..

growing up, growing older each.. makes me love myself more as i know myself better~

gonna update the days in my life more, i hope..

my valentine's gift~

my new love ~ YSL Parisienne! i still like Angel but tis one has more of a fresh foral smell.. nice~ thanks dear!

the TANK attack!!

if u play L4D, you'll know who I'm talking abt. the TANK!! when he comes, everyone runs .. u have to shoot from far with a shotgun the best or run to him n kill him with melée weapons(tips). but somethings the hit is so hard u jux die.. lolx. cos he's too strong.

on my way to work now n suddenly tot of the TANK. lolx. I wish he comes into my office n wipe out everyone in the office!! haha! shook~ left me running ard n try to escape. in the end I use the ninja sword n kill him then head straight home n sleep. hahahhahaaa!!

SUNDAY!!

sunday morning~ happy day!! went out with yewyew for breakfast ard my hse market, had tou jiang you tiao, lor mee and tou hua. gg.

then we went to crossfire @ simpang and L4D for 5HRS!!! ahhaha~ shiok. come out steam steam then go eat super late lunch, reach home play with my cute niece enya then now at home.. he sleeping.. and i'm typing..

=) happy~

we only live once..

I bet u Noe tis phrase very well.. many have been either told or tell someone.. we only live once! but how many time do u really think about tis sentence?

it is damn true tat we only live as who we are for once and why not make it the fullest!! be it rich or poor, do wat u want, do wat that makes u happy, do watever tat makes u YOU! it can be difficult at time due to where we live .. but doesn't mean u can't dream and do wat u want.

I am not someone that earn freaking much and go ard telling ppl do wat u want like no need money.. I meant to say, don restrict urself from doing the things tat u truly believe u will find happiness. n of cos don hurt n be irresponsible to anyone in the process of doing wat u like.. haha!! it's getting too far. I should stop. n probably think hard of wat I want to do tis year.

it's late I Noe. but I'm always late. so HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! *hugs*

pending...

just like last year, i will do a freaking long post (to me) on 2009 and New Year Resolution!! haha.. estelle remind me.. mux make new year resolution! keke~ n i will!! i full of to dos~

ok.. but not today.. consolidate first then blog.

good nite!!

blogging from my lappy~ =p

so tis is x'Mas

for all reasons.. smile n be happy cos it's Christmas!! maybe it's the end of the year, maybe it's holiday period, maybe it's really Christmas that makes everyone happy!! I know I am..

having all that I have now.. I thank god, thank my friends n family n myself!! I am so happy that 2010 is finally coming!!

for all the crap at work n the pain to pay all the fees.. I can see the finish line now. =)

I wish all to be happy, joyful n healthy, may u have a merry merry Christmas n a wonderful year ahead!! love u all my friends, miss my sister =''( n little xuan..

hohoho~

slacking @ Starbucks

Testing my iPhone to see if I can blog with it!! Lolz. Damn haolian.. anw, it's the time of the year when everyone is in holiday mood. U want to see customer they also not in, go home sleep will feel guilty, so I sit at starbucks which is ard my customer area. At least I'm on standby mode. Haha!!

Seem like tis new phone of mine is really fun!! Lolz. I can surf, game, check my email and even blog!! Gg. I recommend everyone to get cos it's really the coolest phone I've ever used!! BB is another great Phone too, but not much fun cos no games.

Ok! I hao lian enough.. Go drink my green tea frappé time!! Bb.

sissy in Idaho~

i want to see white christmas too!! bOo~

little xuan~ coldcold!